SOMETIMES....

Sometimes I wonder why,
You...never came close to me.....
Tell me why, you made me cry,
Now I know it was not worth my time.....

Should I listen for the first time..
Should I make you wanna be mine...
Should I fight this empty feeling inside..
or Should I let it fade in time...

Sometimes I wonder why,
I pushed you so far away,
Tell me why, its now I try,
To understand and make it worth my time.. Yeah..

Should I listen to my heart this time
Should I make you wanna be mine
Should I fight this strong love inside
or Should I let it burn in time......

Leaving all this pain aside you still made my  heart cry
Lost inside this pain my heart devours what's inside
Thinking were we meant to be
Am I loosing my mind
All I wanted was to be with you.....

Should I Fight this feeling baby....yeah.....
Should I just make you Mine.... Oooohh ...
Should I have ya or shouldn't' I
Should I Should I never Baby......
Could I Just Let it all disappear.......

Sometimes I wonder why, you never came close to me......

Notting Hill Carnival...

A time to celebrate the goodness in life and bring out the colorful personalities. Time to unleash the beauty within people through costumes, culture, food, beer, laughter and music from the West Indian world!....

Since 1964 the streets of London in the west Notting Hill area, people from the west indian community lead the parade every year in august for two to three days of non stop carnival. Families, friends and visitors from around the world gather to take and taste a glimpse of this extravagent carnival so colorful and beautiful. Yes you also see all the lovely sexy ladies and their humps and bumps:)

Now how can any Carnival happen to its fullest potential if they dont have the Fashion, Disco and Beauty Queens parading their too..??? hehehe so yes Me, Matilda and Christina along with Adam and lovely Berit paraded the streets of Chelsea and Notting Hill dancing away with the rest of  the 2 million of other people.

In This Carnival we girls make the rules up as we go and if you ever wanted to break one or two Notting Hill Carnival is sure the place to do so... :) Make sure you are a part of this carnival next year August as this is the second best biggest carnival in the world which is a must must see:) !

Girls, Girls, Girls!

Girls, Girls, Girls.....Long Legs, Red Lips, Fingertips, Dancing down London all night , Everywhere and Anywhere, Girls, Girls, Girls....... :)

Christina the Disco Queen, Matilda the Fashion Queen and Off course Chatz the Beauty Queen are turning London upside down! Gin and Tonic, Rum and Coke and JD on the Rocks sure does the trick for us girls to get on our feet and shake what our mamma's given us:)

Partying Non Stop, hangovers and pancakes with coffee the next morning, giggles of extraordinary moments spent each minuite , we sure are living life to the fullest. Could it happen anywhere in the world? I would say so But right here In London Town we are jiggling it all the way...... :)

Girls, Girls, Girls, Tight Pants, Straight Hair,  Dancing the night away in London Town Everywhere and Anywhere, Girls, Girls, Girls........................

The Party Just Continues............ !

You Gotta Love London !

Here I am back in the city after 1 year....so busy that the world says "It Never Sleeps" so true... so much to do so much to shop, Food, Fashion, Fun, Friends and Family.....simply.... Fabulous.... :)

Having great friends such as my beautiful eyes, my Christina here in White City im seeing London all over again in a whole new perspective. Enjoying new moments which I never thought I would or could once again back where I grew as a person and met many great friends during the 5years I lived here.

A time to cease all pain. A time to wake up and enjoy Life as it comes. With much mixed emotions I walk around great london with many thoughts to my self that I cannot share with anyone but me! Im feeling new things that I thought I would never ever feel, it's like my senses are awakeneing me. If im honest to myslef even I dont know what is happening to me.

But what I do know is spending time with Shanika, Christina, Tobi and lots of my friends and even new friends... I have forgotten what it truly is to live life to the fullest.

Dining out, Arts that speaks to your heart, spending your hard earnt money on labels instead of love is something I never felt gulity about.. and that you can do right here in London!:) cinema and popcorn and a good old laughing time with a girlfriend as great as Stina, a great girl movie like "bridesmaids" is sure a great night out.. but wait.. the pubs.. the beer... the cocktails and the JD's ooooohhhh the MUSIC???? you gotta love LONDON!

Music My Passion!

Mother strokes her big belly, carrying a 6month year old baby and attending rock music festivals, what kind of a cool mom are you? watching dad all the way from moms body, hearing him sing out loud, the voice so powerfull that even when inside the womb I applaud with great proudness to you dad, for being the greatest musician i've ever known.

Having carried both your artistic and genes of talent, I was soon born to this world. By the age of 1year and 4months as you say mom, I having a ear to pick up music, picked up the hymn and began to play the piano and hum my first song "Silent Night, Holy Night". Ever since My parents and off course I knew my Musical Life had begun.

Begining primary school at AMI Montesorry where at the age since 4years, I brought out all my talent at school concerts and various other performances. Having not looked back at my life of music since then I have continued my performances in all other schools I atteneded. It certainly didnt stop there, yet it continued. At the early age of 16years I participated in the all island musical talent contest "TNL ONSTAGE 2002". This was the event that gave me a platform to bring out my true talent, my Passion for Music, my Singing. With four competitive rounds and a Big Finale I had the great oppertunity to Win The "Best Soloist Category" that year.

Ever since I certainly havent looked back nor stop but continued singing my heart out in every oppertunity I had been given. Music makes me Happy, It unites me with the universe. Its a language that speaks directly to my heart and soul feeding me with great pleassure.A big Thank You for my Family, Friends, loved ones and off course all my loving fans, for the endless supoort and stregtth you have all given me.


Till death do us apart, from the day of conception to the day my soul shall rest, Music my Passion let it heal me..................

Life in the Media

Camera Roll.....STANDBY.....READY.....and ACTION.........

Out of all my desperate struggles in life, I fnally found a job that allows me to bring out my true personality. Yes being a part of a great TV station and being able to host my very own shows, is the best thing I have ever done in my entire life.

I began my Media life at the age of 15. Ever since winning TNL ONSTAGE my career in the music industry and in the media industry began. This has always been a great dream of mine to connect with people through music, the one language that brings the world close. Today being part  of the TV and having a career that was just made for me makes me truly happy.

To many of you who think Media life is great YES it sure is, the whole production team plays such a vital role in putting all acts together. Behind the scenes we all work so hard to make sure you guys enjoy the best shows and off course we put all our efforts in making the best TV shows possible simply for your viewing pleasure.


Now to all you music lovers you can tune to CSN or Prime TV channels within Sri Lanka, and to all who wants to watch it online, the page is www.primetv.lk and enjoy "The Global Music Show" every weekday at 11am (Sri Lankan time), where I host and present you the best of today's, yesterdays music from all over the world. A great variety of music videos, Hot Celeb Gossip , Fashion tips and so much more. Also to everyone who wants to have a chit chat with me on live TV you can watch "Music Runway" every weekday at 6pm (Sri Lankan time) and call me on 0094-112775283 for all requests and dedications. To all of you who are further interested about these shows and wondering how you can contact me, log on to Facebook through your profiles and simply type, "Music Runway" and for the other show "Global Music Show" and you can access our very own fan page where you are free to post your comments and views.

Now to all my frequent callers and great fans who have supported me endlessly a big Thank You! for being a great audience. If it isn't for you lot, this show wouldn't be possible. Also a big Thank You for my great friend Yasara for giving me this opportunity, its been amazing and working with the producer Malinda and Dulanjanee, and the rest of the crew you guys rock. Keep up the good work.


Finally I must tell you all "Never give up on your dreams, cause you never know when the next may come true" Dream big, Dream not just while your asleep but mostly when your awake".


Always remember when one door closes many other doors open :) So Go out, and grab your future dreams may it be in the media sector or perhaps a different category. Either way Good Luck to you all!


AND>>> CUT...........

Click below for the Fan Pages:)
http://www.facebook.com/MusicRunway
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Global-Music/122568704501813
www.primetv.lk (for online viewings)
(Please note I' m not on FB. Any Page under my name are all fake)

City of Time!

Tis the time to Love a City, a place full of Life, full of Energy. Growing up in a place so warm, beautiful and breathtaking is surely a gift. Having traveled many great cities and great countries and yet have found None that can be compared to the Blessed Island "The Pearl of the Indian ocean" My country, My Sri Lanka.

Being away from home and coming back and spending all these months back in sunny Colombo, I have realized what life is and what potential it has for me and always will. Colombo brings out the true me.

Being surrounded by family, friends, loved ones and everyone and anyone is such a warm deep feeling inside. A feeling of Love that captures our hearts and connects each and everyone of us in a whole different level. As the city is small in its size it somehow seems that in this city everyone always knows someone. Its a mystery chain that is linked with many wires that cannot be broken even if gone abroad or not. A connection so strong that only a few realize how to appreciate it.

Many travel seeking that connection for life's existence, to make life more lively more worthy to live for, but for some of us it is already there where ever you are. It all happens when you least expect it. So stop the struggle of finding happiness, just embrace it as it comes. Surely god created man and woman for companionship so not you nor me will ever be alone anymore.

Time is a great healer indeed. Believe in it and do your time, and at last you will find true Happiness without any doubt. Through Time and space, today I stand in a place far from where I was before. It slowly gradually opens you up to accept life as it is and simply appreciate for all what its given for you.

If your in any place that is deep and is struggling to get out remember my friend I too was in it and now through Time it set me Free. Here's A quote that makes me belive and I would like to remind us all through this quote embrace the beauty of life before Time runs out on you!

"Yesterday Is History,Tomorrow is a Mystery, But Today is a Gift, That is why its called The Present"
(Kung Fu Panda)

Enjoy The Present that is been given to you. Remember 'Nothing is Impossible', You just Got To Believe and let Time Travel with you!

Peace and Love, Chatz xoxo