Wednesday, January 23, 2013

My Special Kind of Love

Inspite of it all I don't regret that I met you... It feels like your the cold that I can't shake nor break. With you I felt something and now I bear all the pain like I'm wearing your blanket even when it's not that cold. You use to be the warm loving one, I use to be the cold hearted fool, Now I'm nothing but the cool breeze in someone else's hair. I don't want to forget you, I don't want to move on just yet. Are you the salt in my wound? Is your heart the one that I can't break? You still are the song in my head....But most of all, You are My Special Kind of Love...

Inspite of it all I'll cherish all those moments, I'll keep them close in my heart, my soul until it all drives me crazy. Now you are the scar that I can't hide, You are the bond that I cant break, Free myself from this hurt yet I hide beside you waiting for a day to be seen again. I can crawl back to you, But how far must I go before you take me in? I keep running down this road, Seems like there's no end to this load. Are you the hole in my shoe? Can't bear this shame this feeling of not knowing where I stand with you anymore. Can you be the joy in my heart? The song in my head? The sun in my hair? The breeze I can breath?.....But most of all can you be My Special Kind of Love...

Inspite of it all can you be the one to paint my world with color? This black and white thin dark line of life makes me feel too lost out there. You found me when I was buried with nothing to hold on to, Nothing to look forward to. You told me that the world was nothing but a big canvas that we can paint together. Instead of being that artist true to your art you drew a different picture. One that I did not have in mind. Are you the broken brush that smudged my paint? You are the blank paper I once had, The ink I never found, The pen that was too sharp. You could be the light in my life or the tears in my rain, You can be the man of my dreams....But most of all, Can you be My Special Kind of Love...

Inspite of it all the dreams I dream't you were my new dream. Your lies burnt that dream and now your the truth that I can't take. Still you can be the truth in my life, If you chose to set yourself free from your own lies. I will be the sun in your eyes, I could be the one you will never forget, I can be the one to heal you, Mostly because I don't want to move on just yet. I can be your lullaby when the world is failing, falling on you, I can bear all your pain, I can be the one beside you, Then we can be the stars in the sky, We can be the love that never dies, We can drive each other crazy, We can be the bond that never breaks,....But most of all, we can be that Special Kind of Love.....